An actual adult actually building her adult life
It's been ten years since I last posted anything in this little corner of the internet. It feels surreal how much my life has changed, and despite my world turning upside down, it is weird how my inner world hasn't changed much in its chaotic ways. Concrete circumstances summary: -I married César gatito, my long-term partner, in 2020. -I never got pregnant. I actually stopped dreaming of being a mother. I never stopped longing for it, but it is something I see further and further from being a part of my life. -My siblings and I uncovered the extent of the abuser our dad was and eventually reported him to the authorities. He had one unsuccessful suicide attempt, and then, on March 16th, 2022, he committed actual suicide. -My husband got testicular cancer in 2023 and got unemployed. It was hard, but we made it through his surgery and his rounds of chemo. -My sister has a very serious drug abuse problem. She even consumed it during our middle niece's birthday and brother's...
